currently missing my holy guardian!

at last boleh online this week. thanks kak farah for lend me your laptop. actually, tgh rindu gila tahap dewa argh kat mama and abah.though I`m staying far away from them, but this time it was different gila.they are to far away from. perghh nak call x pulak cekik darah. but still I`m very bliss, both of them got initiative to work on that. the story begin like this.

pada tanggal 8 oktober 2010 bersamaan berapa hijrah aku lupa nak kira.mama and abah telah menyahut satu panggilan dari SANA! senang cerita dari TANAH SUCI! x pandai argh aku nak berkias-kias or melankolik semua ni.at first aku x terasa sgt dorang nak pergi but then the feeling started to come.once we arrived at tabung haji which situated in the middle of residential area! susah boleh nk parking.poor my brother to park the car.mula lah air mata aku mcm air terjun.malu pon ada gak but still im at a state of MELANCHOLY! around two o`clock baru kte org grk blk.leaving my parents alone.abah ada pesan study elok2.that is the only thing that abah can give you.abah langsung x mention pasal duit just study and study and study.though abah gave large amount of money, until now I`m still not using it.while for mama, mama did say don`t forget to tell angah siram pokok mama.cantas pokok rambutan,jgn lupa nk kunci pintu.pergh byk gak yg dipesan.entah angah ingat ke x.all i can do at here is pray from them.

mama and abah telah menjalankan kewajiban rukun islam ke-5.semoga mendapat haji mabrum!

utterly missing both of you!

anakmu,teman setia!

nak dua x dapat , satu pon boleh!

the things is, apa yang aku nak cakap x der kena mengena pon with the post. just, feeling so devastated because can`t express what actually I`m trying to say. x boleh tulis sehebat orang tu. x boleh jdi as prettier as her! bapak arghh! it is like I`m not exist at all. even I`m trying to make myself expose still orang tu x nampak! aku tunggul ke apa! x payah ah nak condemn orang. ingat bagus sgt argh!

BLOOPS..BLOOPS

i would say i`m slightly hate this life.why???-because of my hectic life that drive me crazy along the way i live!

easy for you guys to say this.you`re not even in my situation at all so stop saying that my life is at ease.

put yourself in my shoes, you would definitely feel the same way i do.

my head is spinning.i`m dizzy all the time.sometime i do feel i wanted to vomit but it just can`t! hate it when it happened all the time.

lastly i feel very reluctant to say this....FUCK YOU DUDE!

my fever wouldn`t let me go.

bapak ah bosan gila aku raya ni.i had fever more than 2 weeks.eww sucks dude! aku nak jalan pon lembap and even old cripple pon jalan lagi cepat kowt! plus this raya kinda of boring. raya at muar not until 2 days then balik..WTF???? then smpai rumah MEMBUTA..MEMBESARKAN BADAN! ARGHHH.. I want a vacation.. a sweet vacation.only me and myyyy..

my so so list that i really wanted badly(trust me dude, it never going to happen)

1.i want more money so i can shop until i drop.

2.i want more holidays so i do not have to think what problems that is happening around me!!

3.i want new peeps around me(this want is slightly happened)

4.i want my brother to vanish and stop haunting my life(i wish i could make him dissapeared)

5.all above are granted :D

SIGSIAN`S

after bertukar sekolah ke johor iaitu sultan ibrahim girl school, i was thinking can i blend it with those people?apparently, yes i managed to mix with them.

thanks to those who treat me well enough.

baru 1 bulan duduk tapi terasa dah setahun knal.

but when it come to peer pressure, i was totally can`t deal with.

but thanks again to her for give me a good moral support.

enough about the sadness and let move on to happiness.

okay guys, let me introduce to you my dear little new friends at here.

the nominees are....

nur `asyikin bt azmi (at last i wrote her name correctly)

-budak baru macm saya

-had moved from SGGS(penang mari maa..)

-she is very gebu!

-very nice person but untamed.ngeee :P

-good listener

-suka makan biskut dalam tin ..pufftt.

nur hazimah bt abdul ghani

-budak band.

-same class with me. :D

-comel lah jugak

-kepala gila2

-always stick to her

decision

-like to bite people (antara mangsa teranainya ****,*****.****)

-i like her motto KALAU LU SAKIT,GUA APA DER?

siti nur aqilla bt zulkifly

-also band girls

-always humours me.

-lanky

-childhood with ima :D

-assistant monitor

-everyday menitik air ubat ke mata ima.

and the rest of them i will continue it later..

madah lah kalo semua org nk sumbat dlm ni :P

upcoming people-

-joger

-katobo

-basyirah

-faiezin

-farahin

-hidayath

-and some of juniors

yang dekat skolah jugak x lupa nazirah ,hayat ,noni, kembar, and others.

thanks again sebab terima saya seadaanya

saya menghargai jasa budi anda semua! (bapak dia skem gila ayat)

LONG LIVE SIGS!

hey peers.

i know even how much that i write in here, there is no one going to read it.it is just for my own reference.to see either my English getting worse or better.well everyone hope their knowledge will be brilliant like Williams Shake pears but i know no one could reach it without any determination, right? so i work on my own pace.not to rash but slowly keep up.eventually my progress will give me a good result.

today, the first day of school of the last week in February was a sort of the bad day.i was late for school.it was my fault actually.i was wake up late even though i knew that i was late.i just made time go slow even slower than i thought.thank goodness my brother was already awake.so i asked for his help to send me to school.well it was fun at first because you were the last one that entered the school gate.najah and amir the prefect along with other prefects was waiting for others to clear up the gate. i ran as fast i could to the DATARAN ALAWIYAH abbreviated as assembly hall (tapak perhimpunan lahh.. .___.) after recited the doa.as usual on Monday where are going to sing the 3 alumni songs.then came the talking, bubbling and mumbling.how i wished that peak time will perish but i guessed it don't and still remain there. i entered the class along with my classmates.still with their non-stop chit-chat.even during the assembly they still got talking.it was like they always got things to talk.same like me also.i love to talk because it was form of relaxing.i don`t like tense.it giving me more pressure than i barely can handle.supposed today i was going to hang out at almira`s but suddenly she was gone.her classmates said that she already got home because had a bad fever.i hope she will recover soon.at the evening i went for a walk with my neighbors, syafiq.we were planning to go to rifaie`s but when we got there, yes he was at home but when called him out loud...still waiting..leaving us no answers..so we went our back home and there it begin..syafiq starting with his DIVA`s story..:)

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