hello new bitches

hey everyone,x tahu pun nak update apa :) well as far a you all know,currentlly im studying at INTEC :)
HAHA apa tuuuu???? this college was a anak syarikat of uitm lah. alhamdulillah saya dah belajar dekat sini hampir sebulan dah.so far all went good and smoothly.abah and mama was so proud of me sebab dapat masuk sini sebab dorang x yah kuar duit dorang ==" haha. not like that,saya dapat ni pun under JPA scholarship so by hook or by crook i have to study to the max. in order to retain my scholarship with JPA  until i pursue my studies at overseas.InsyaAllah in two years time, if i pass my result with flying colours saya fly ke UK! BUKAN ULU KELANG TAPI UNITED KINGDOM .InsyaAllah when there is will,there is always a way.pray hard for me okay i will do the same for all of you :)

sebelum saya terlupa dan masih belum terlambat, happy fasting and may this ramadhan full of barakah to    you :)

Xbox 360!

i was overwhelmed when playing with it.
game tu puji aku seyhh!.
 x pernah aku di puji berbakul-bakul macam tu ;")

apa lah sangat main drum set tu je :D

seriously,the past had thought me well.

this is my result setelah belajar 2 tahun di SIGS :)

(gambar credit to syikin azmi)

8A`S 2B :)

walaupun x straight but still im happy enough.

xper,kalila paham.rezeki tu akan sampai untuk kalila.Cuma cepat dgn lmbat je.kalila ada lepak dkt skolah ari tu dgn ustaz ali.

I asked him the same old question since the result.uztas asyik ckp tu lah kau,mesti ada bnda ko x btol dgn apa ko buat.kalila ckp,saya buat apa uztas,saya study apa.ko memang study tpi ibadah ko?akhlak ko?sirah ko?bru aku paham.kalo study tpi berkat x sepenuhnya pon x kan lepas.sekarang ni kalila redha je dgn result kalila even pon pahit nk telan,nk buat mcm mane rezeki x berpihak kepada kalila
insyaAllah bila dah dapt uni.nanti,kalila akan cuba blajar btol2.kalila dah x nak main2.kalila nk btol kan blk apa yg kalila dah salah dulu.aku dah x nak kutuk cikgu dkt blakang.aku sedar sbb aku pernah buat dulu.setiap manusia x pernah lepas dari kesilapan.masih belum terlambat untuk aku jadikan sempurna even though aku tahu x semua manusia tu sempurna.

1.nak penuhkan solat dgn solat sunat

2.blajar btol and tanye kalo x paham smpai lecturer tu bosan tgk muka aku J

3.kena paham kte ni bukan keluarga senang mcm org lain.berpijak dibumi yang nyata lah kalila oii.

4.if asasi atau matriks excel with flying colours---minx scholarship  :P

5.cuba jadi anak yg solehah yg jaga hubungan nye dgn manusia and tuhan.

6.cuba sedaya upaya x minx lebih dari yang kita ada sebaliknya bersyukur.

YA ALLAH,TIADA LAIN YANG KU PINTA DARIMU MELAINKAN KEJAYAAN DI DUNIA DAN DI AKHIRAT.

glee ;)

as i watched this show,it made me come to my sense,those people who living in the closet supposedly not to be isolated. they also normal.they just have their own vision and perspective towards the world.the show was kind of drama queen but cover the most vital thing in our life.

haha. i was so addicted to it.i watched until midnight.my eyes almost like a zombie. at work, i`m just a walking dead human.almost new and old songs was covered in the show. even though they don`t have their own song but still glee version is the best apart from HSM.

i like this one woman. she was sort of person that full of drama queen. to her,she ought to earn everything even though she had to stab back her own good friend, she would do it though she had learnt the lesson and she  face the music with full of courage.

then one new student was transfered from Dalton to Mckinley.i like his voice very much.such a lullaby voice to me. sadly in the show he was gay but i don`t care. he still catch my eyes ;)
he was very practical and always wear his bow tie.he`s like an 80-an person in the show but so awesome!

blaine anderson :)

-im so over by him.sorry zayn.

my birthday turn out to be..

11.29 5 march 2012

sedang aku tgk tv,suddenly abah called my sister and angah with harsh tone.aku dah cuak actually.then dorang pergi dapur.at the moment,i acted cool but deep in my heart..haha..nk surprise aku la tu.

thennnnnn......

mama & abah &angah & alang : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHALILAH..
                                                 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (along with the cake at abah`s hand)

okay,i was touched.

khalilah :mane boleh wish.awal lagi 30 minutes lah ... :( im not fully 18 lahhh.

abah: takot abah lupa lah.so kita org buat awal skit. abah nk tido awal ni.esok ada meeting.

khalilah ; yer lah tuu..haha.okay2 let cut the cake :)




4.00 ptg 6 march 2012
at 4 o`clock,usually we having a break setelah bekerja yang lama :)
hanif : kelly,jom makan papa john jom?ari ni birthday kau kan?

khalilah : x payah lah anip.mahal lah kat situ.

hanif ; xper2.x cukup kte pegi cucuk jom.

khalilah : xpyah.ko belanja aku mee hun 2 pinggan pon aku dh bersyukur tau.mahal lah and masa pon x cukup.
hanif : jom ahh! kak,nk makan sini.

pekerja papa john : berapa orang?

khalilah : 2 orang.

pekerja papa john : adik boleh duduk sini.

khalilah : (dalam hati)sah sah kte org dtg dua.buta ke apa dia ni.bgi kte org tmpat yg 8 org.
               `kak,tmpat lain x leh ke?ni besar sgt.

pekerja papa john : tempat lain dah penuh.

khalilah : (dalam hati)once again this sis is so blind lah.sah sah byk lagi kosong.haha.paper lah.

hanif : pesan lah.dont worry,if not enough,same2 lah payung kay?

khalilah : okay :) .kak nak set no 2 ni leh?

pekerja papa john :sorry pizza semua dah habis.

hanif : kalo habis baik xyah bukak kedai cam tu.semua x de.habis nk mkn apa.

ppj ; kejap,kte org tanye kitchen.

hanif : korang mane seyh? okay2 aku dah sampai ni.cepat lah.

khalilah : ko ckp dgn sape anip?

hanif : kejap2.aku ajak kawan aku gak.jap lagi dorang smpai.

khalilah :aku segan lah dgn kwan ko.jom lah blk.

hanif :kelly...tunggu lah dorang dahh.....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHALILAH..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...


again rasa mcm nk nanges.almira,sheera,alia,syafiq dtg buat surprise untuk aku kot.aduhhhh...rasa nk nangis je...ya Allah..buat takot aku je lah anip ni tau.

sheera & almira & syafiq &alia : happy birthday keyla ;)

magdeline ; sorry lambat.happy birthday keyla :). [magdeline dtg lmbt sbb punch card lewat]

there my surprised.aku bersyukur ada parents yang sayang aku.aku bersyukur ada kawan yang appreciate aku.aku suka birthday aku tahun ni. tapi x dinafikan surprise tahun 2011 masih lagi segar di ingatan aku :)

kte org pon makan makan.dorang blanja aku.woahhh! sayang jugak dorang kat aku.
kek almira buat.cookies sheera yang buat.





people behind the scene .
-rupanya,anip dh berpakat dgn dorang.mag yg bgi nombor anip kat sheera.so sheera can text him suroh bwk aku pergi papa john.actually dorang dh plan one day before my day.
these people were very good lah.haha i like. cepat je buat plan.

when i grow up i want to bee..

salam and good morning peeps :)

as usual, i got nothing to write down here.saje je.

as for others of my friends,all of them kept asking `kelly dah isi upu?`,`keyla tolong aku dowh isi this shit thing`

`baby,kau dh isi blom upu tu?`,`kelly,nombor pin jual lagi x?` <--- this one, really got me pissed off dude!

pfft =_=  KAU TAK NAK BELAJAR KE KAWANNN!!!

see guys, how this thing is very essential in our life.yes yes it is true,it was not the guarantee for us untuk masuk terus je unvrsty but it was as pre-step.after result there is no need to kelam kabut cause you already have your own path since you guys have fill the 3 major course which you guys already chose.

saya PUTRI KHALILAH KAMALUDDIN actually still confuse,headache,perplexed cause still buntu either i had made the wise choice or not.at first i was so onn with this course but so sudden felt like..

entahh lahh.

i asked my dad and all he said, `baby suka apa?`,`baby ambik lah yg blh belajar.`

boleh eh cakap cam tu? but when im thinking back,there is some true  in what he said.he dont want me to burden myself with something that i cant hold.

besides, dorang (my friends which dah masuk foundation) cakap at first it was difficult but when you study and study.it was not that hard pon :)

it all come to the same pattern actually.mestilah rasa susah sebab x pernah blajar kot.

sekarang baru aku nampak apa itu dunia luar.

not like school.school is way cool mann! how i was missing school recently. i was so envy with those guys yang wandering around the mall dgn baju skolah.haha! menyemak ahh korang! balik lah study ke tuition ke!

haha. (nampak sgt aku nk skolah skarang ni =_=)

aku rindu budak skolah rendah aku SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN BANDAR ANGGERIK :)

aku rindu budak skolah menengah rendah aku SEKOLAH MENENGAH SEKSYEN 7 :)

aku rindu budak sekolah menengah atas aku SULTAN IBRAHIM GIRLS SCHOOL ;)

each day,i always miss those who always with me no matter we were close friends or just kawan kawan biasa ;)

TILL DEATH DO US PART EHH KAWAN KAWAN :)

budak yg kepala gila gila :)

dekat tempat kerja,aku suka btol lepak dgn these two monkeys  :) 

hanif  hanafi :)

zahid :)

shit man!

feeling devastated, frustrated and pathetic right now :(
ini semua salah kaulah!
kau tahu x?!
have you ever thought about my feeling before this??
i must say no!far from my knowledge all you ever do was wasting your bloody time with all that shit things yang ko mengadap 24/7 tu ada lah!
even if i was down or not in a well health pon bukan kau kisah!
ku tahu apa yang kau nak mesti dah served right in front of you.
im not your babu yang sesuka hati kau nak treat me in that way.im also a human being that have mind and soul that need a time to break bukannya work all day  long  yang non-stop!
rase hidup dekat rehab will be much better dari layan kau yang x pernah puas dengan apa yang kau dah ada!
try to change la.it is not to late yet before you dont have a time for the rest of your eternal life :)
i already gave my shit advise untuk kau!
at the end, you will know the best.















p/s : seriusly aku x tahu aku marah dekat siapa.it just happend :)

please make time move a litttleeeeee bit...

13 days to go khalilah.be patience.at the end, it is so worth it :)

bila aku rajin aku post la :)

hye peeps :)
good morning to all of you that still awake within this hour.chillax :P it just 12:57 in the morning.the night still young and we may not back to the real world and stay froze in this bloody cold night.haha.


as for now,i like to waste my time because i am feeling *something something* going to happen tonight.maybe it is not physically but emotionally will be affected.should by now i would be on my bed but because of tomorrow will never come, i will keep awake SEBAB ESOK AKU CUTI.HAHA ! im so heaven.out of sudden, i was feeling ecstatic due to my offday.selalu jugak off tapi entah. rase awesome gila tonight.
okay,lets find some event to talk about.hurmm...hurmm..

i get it.buat susah korang je fikir kan.ngee :D

well at first,i thought to talk about my recent life kat rumah but turn out to be very bored and x thrilled lansung.


as i recall and keep recall, i found this event in my head.haha.lets talk about these persons that i just knew for two year ++ .

at first we were not so close like belangkas though i knew her very well.aku anggap mereka mcm kawan baik aku sebab always be my shoulder to cry on during at hostel before this.we were actually became close since last 2010.if im not mistaken at the end of the year. then as we hurtle to 2011 we became a close friends. in what ever we did, we always be in 5.aku suka sangat time tu.during one camp ni pon aku suka cause we slept together under the same tent.every event at school, we joined and sometimes when one was missing mesti rasa x complete.haha. during camp at SC dia ni x der cause attended this motivational talks.then during graduation day dia ni x der.what ever happen aku rindu sangat kat dorang.



mereka ini sama macam kawan aku dekat sini.during form 3 dulu pon aku dengan my besties.alhamdulillah waktu pmr tu semua score kecuali sorang ni tumbang skit.but what past will stay as past.the future we will create.lets make it very memorable and fortunate :)
aku rindu TPSS AKU :(
dah ada kat sini pon aku still lagi rasa very hard to meet all 5 of you (sheera,amie,almira,fhana,tira)
sorry gang especially farhana.

this is them yang aku sebut sebut kan ..

 both of them went  to national service.cepat lah balik :(

farahin : )

dayah : )

basyirah : )

syikin : )

aku  rindu korang ;(

vas happening? :)

aku mengaku aku rindu korang okay :(

BASYIRAH MOHAMMAD,NUR FARAHIN SUMARDI,HIDAYATH ROSLI,NUR `ASYIKIN AZMI,NUR `ARIFA BAHARI,NIK NOR ATIKAH ALIAS,FATIN HANANI KHAIROL ANNUAR,NADHIRA RAZAK,AMIRA WAHID,ALIYA SAHID,FAIZIN BAKHTIAR,NUR HAZIMAH ABD GHANI,DAHLIA AZIZ and 5tmers with hostellites..

i am nothing without all of you.bila lagi aku nak turun jb kan?x perlah.perhaps you guys dont miss me as much as i miss all of you.haha.touching plak aku ni.

zayn malik.

recently,even myself would hardly to tell suka sangat dengar this one boyband.perhaps aku je yang outdated but who cares.suka hati aku lah nk dengar.but the fact, they still consider new comers kot.if im not mistaken the were debuted on 2010 kot.what ever lah.the purpose aku nak tulis was about this one of the group.so sudden i had fallen for him. HAHA.handsome??? of course meyhh! nak tahu siapa mereka???

 *drum beat please*

 ONE DIRECTION JEW.X YAH NK KISAH SANGAT LAH ==`

ZAYN MALIK :)

i was hypnotized by him.haha :)

what makes you beautiful always made my day :)

thank you 1D <3

my tiny little friends :)

here goes my tale..

selama aku bekerja di sebuah tempat ( anyone knows,keep it shut =_=)
at first, it was bored and sometimes time was running sluggishly..perhaps x enjoy from the first place.as i worked and worked and worked, aku mula suka dengan kerja ini.
even though it was tiring and very lethargy tahap gaban but still aku enjoy.kedai ini penuh dengan kisahnya tersendiri.one with the supervisor and cashier yang non-stop bercerita and sorang yang kuat gelak.kalo boleh satu kedai tu dia nak bagi dengar :D
and kita orang yang sering memeriahkan kedai as a sales coordinator.we (budak spm) are the dominant in the store.haha :)
everyday kte org kerja dah rase mcm seakan siblings je kadang2.dia ni cover tempat dia.dia tu cover kan tempat dia. aku blajar to give and take selama aku kat sini. but the best part is bila time break.aku suka break dengan anip.dia ni senang masuk kepala dengan aku.at first, dia ni kind of snobbish but turn out to be dia yang paling baik :)

after break, the essential food yang kte org kan beli, BUAH JAMBU BATU ;) kadang2 brother kedai buah tu dh siap packed untuk kte orang.after then,kte org strolling around the mall sampai kte org bosan baru punch-in balik.
at store aku jaga kids department with magdeline.ni lagi sorang anak cina merangkap kawan baik jugak.

sheera almira amie athira and farhana :D

hey for today i just got myself attended to my friends kenduri.not wedding just khatam al-quran jew :D

but they had this stage also.mcm nak kahwin jew kan amie :D

but sadly i was coming late due to my dad.waiting for him from blk dari masjid.nvmind i dont mind about it just dlm keta tdi i was making my face macam nk cari gadoh =_=

then i saw amie`s friends from mrsm.pengkalan hulu kan amie??

finally today i can met my bestiesss.YA ALLAH lame rase x jumpa dorang!

SHEERA,ALMIRA AND AMIE of course.but there was another 2 of my friends that i cant make it to meet.

ATHIRA AND FARHANA. i thinked mostly 2 years i didnt met them.miss them like hell.during form 3 dulu, i used to be with those 5 girls.study group semua.goshhh! i want that time back lah weeyyhh!

farhana nk pindah rumah ari ni ke esok.nasib baik klang kalau jauh..mak aiyyhh!jenoh aku nk jumpa :/

i managed to meet athirah during at school.itu pon nampak dia kat tepi jalan.i was shouting her name.dia tgh naik basikal that time.nasi baik x jatuh.hehe,sorry tira "==

almira got her licence already.this is quite fun.she can take me a ride after this.haha.apa lah aku ni.guna2 kan orang.

sheera and amie like usual la.nothing to describe about them but they were completely superb la!

what a splendid :D

this morning i went out with my friends,magdeline.we went out for a job.at first, it was hard to ask them for the vacancy.it was absolutely shameful for us to ask for a job.dah lah xder experience at all.reluctantly magdeline and i main scissors,paper and stone semata-mata nk tgk sape yang nak pergi tanya.malu seyhh =_= orang kiri kanan tgk.it was our fault too.sape suruh main dkt dpn kedai tu.we need to fill a form yang sangat banyak.i thought just ask for the kekosongan dah terus dapat.hehe.hopefully they will call for us later.we really really need that job utterly.

untuk seseorang :D

adalah seorang insan yang baik lagi budiman meminta ku untuk mengupdate blog ku ini.right now I`AM updating my blog.satiesfied?haha.it was NOT an issue at all just to let her know that i already UPDATE mine.no heart feeling ayy :D

i like my raya very much :D

this raya i had learnt many lesson. even though i was rarely at home, the meaning of raya had struck me straight through my heart.

during the morning of raya, all of my family except my Along that still at sabah sat at the living room where the session for seek of forgiveness was started. Starting from the eldest one, Angah , Alang and the last one was me Achik or Baby :D

before that,i already saw a packet of money atau duit raya meyyhh! i was so exited sampai x senang duduk niee! but after that, kena marah.haha.padan muka aku!! X sabar sangat!
before the session was begin, Abah and Mama lectured about us from kecik sampailah kita orang besar. I don`t know why.For a sudden they acted so strange and bizarre. untuk dipendekkan cerita they gave us so many advice and told us,

abah and mama : kita orang hidup x lama.if we die now, who is going to look after all of you.please..mama and abah begging to three of you very much..belajar,belajar,belajar.That all that we ask from you.

mama :we don`t you to be like us macam dulu.
khalilah :what you mean by macam dulu?
abah :all of you are so lucky tahu x?abaha and mama dulu kecik2 kena belajar and kerja lagi. For now,abah cuma minx korang belajar jew.kalo besar nanti siapa yang senang?korang jugakkan? abah tak nakduit korang. abah cuma nak anak- anak abah berjaya jew!

mama :lagi satu mama minta jangan tinggal solat and sentiasa mengaji.x dapat satu muka surat, 1 baris pun jadi.mama x nak anak mama kubur dia gelap nanti. itu jew mama minta solat,mengaji and sentiasa doakan arwah atuk and arwah nenek kita.

i was so touched that morning. never in our life rase macam nie rupa punya maaf but really i`m going to appreciate it.

after that baru gerak and went to my kampung MUAR bro!!
sakit pulakkan.the heavy traffic jam truly made me fall into sleep. the journey that supposed to take only 2 hours dah jadi 4 hours! perghhh! kenapalah pulak banyak mahkluk allah atas jalan pagi raya ni! haha. xper aku sabar.hari raya x boleh marahkan??!

as we arrived at muar,it was already maghrib.like usual mesti singgah rumah mak long,kakak kesayangan abahku.

orang tua duduk dapur bukak cerita.
as for the young one,haha pergi mall lah bro!
beli barang barbecue!

barbeque bro :D

nak beli barang but sempat makan sushi

same x?

khalilah farid and kak farah

me and farid malam esoknya.

khalida

my anak saudara yang gila but tall enough.kalah aku!nama

siti aisyah atilla panggil tisha je!

naim merangkap anak saudara.

itulah cipisan dan cebisan hidup di hari raya. there were so many stuff that i would to sumbat kat blog ni tapi gue x termampu nak cerita panjang lebar.
yang pasti,

YANG JAUH DIDEKATKAN,YANG DEKAT DIRAPATKAN,YANG RAPAT DIERAT.

assalamualaikum dan selamar hari raya :D

EID MUBARAK`S :D

sebagai umat islam, menjadi tangunggjawab kita untuk bermaaf-maafan di hari yang penuh barakah ini.apa yang lalu kita lupakan dan yang mendatang kita manfaatkan.dengan penuh kesyukuran saya panjatkan ke hadrat ilahi kerana diberi peluang hidup sehingga ke syawal yang bermakna ini.kepada rakan seperjuangan saya yang lain,raya pergi meninggalkan kita dalam masa yang sama trial pula menanti kita.sama-samalah kita belajar disamping mengcollect duit raya sampai tinggi mengggunung!

aku x kira,by hook or by crook kena gak target sasaran aku!aku nak duit raya gakkkk!!!!

haha.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

heart pumping inside out!

i don`t know either this is true or just fake but really this feeling had grown on me for the last 2 weeks and i like it :D

insomnia -.-

currently listening to the beattle and watching teenwolf :D