sheera almira amie athira and farhana :D

hey for today i just got myself attended to my friends kenduri.not wedding just khatam al-quran jew :D

but they had this stage also.mcm nak kahwin jew kan amie :D

but sadly i was coming late due to my dad.waiting for him from blk dari masjid.nvmind i dont mind about it just dlm keta tdi i was making my face macam nk cari gadoh =_=

then i saw amie`s friends from mrsm.pengkalan hulu kan amie??

finally today i can met my bestiesss.YA ALLAH lame rase x jumpa dorang!

SHEERA,ALMIRA AND AMIE of course.but there was another 2 of my friends that i cant make it to meet.

ATHIRA AND FARHANA. i thinked mostly 2 years i didnt met them.miss them like hell.during form 3 dulu, i used to be with those 5 girls.study group semua.goshhh! i want that time back lah weeyyhh!

farhana nk pindah rumah ari ni ke esok.nasib baik klang kalau jauh..mak aiyyhh!jenoh aku nk jumpa :/

i managed to meet athirah during at school.itu pon nampak dia kat tepi jalan.i was shouting her name.dia tgh naik basikal that time.nasi baik x jatuh.hehe,sorry tira "==

almira got her licence already.this is quite fun.she can take me a ride after this.haha.apa lah aku ni.guna2 kan orang.

sheera and amie like usual la.nothing to describe about them but they were completely superb la!

what a splendid :D

this morning i went out with my friends,magdeline.we went out for a job.at first, it was hard to ask them for the vacancy.it was absolutely shameful for us to ask for a job.dah lah xder experience at all.reluctantly magdeline and i main scissors,paper and stone semata-mata nk tgk sape yang nak pergi tanya.malu seyhh =_= orang kiri kanan tgk.it was our fault too.sape suruh main dkt dpn kedai tu.we need to fill a form yang sangat banyak.i thought just ask for the kekosongan dah terus dapat.hehe.hopefully they will call for us later.we really really need that job utterly.

untuk seseorang :D

adalah seorang insan yang baik lagi budiman meminta ku untuk mengupdate blog ku ini.right now I`AM updating my blog.satiesfied?haha.it was NOT an issue at all just to let her know that i already UPDATE mine.no heart feeling ayy :D

i like my raya very much :D

this raya i had learnt many lesson. even though i was rarely at home, the meaning of raya had struck me straight through my heart.

during the morning of raya, all of my family except my Along that still at sabah sat at the living room where the session for seek of forgiveness was started. Starting from the eldest one, Angah , Alang and the last one was me Achik or Baby :D

before that,i already saw a packet of money atau duit raya meyyhh! i was so exited sampai x senang duduk niee! but after that, kena marah.haha.padan muka aku!! X sabar sangat!
before the session was begin, Abah and Mama lectured about us from kecik sampailah kita orang besar. I don`t know why.For a sudden they acted so strange and bizarre. untuk dipendekkan cerita they gave us so many advice and told us,

abah and mama : kita orang hidup x lama.if we die now, who is going to look after all of you.please..mama and abah begging to three of you very much..belajar,belajar,belajar.That all that we ask from you.

mama :we don`t you to be like us macam dulu.
khalilah :what you mean by macam dulu?
abah :all of you are so lucky tahu x?abaha and mama dulu kecik2 kena belajar and kerja lagi. For now,abah cuma minx korang belajar jew.kalo besar nanti siapa yang senang?korang jugakkan? abah tak nakduit korang. abah cuma nak anak- anak abah berjaya jew!

mama :lagi satu mama minta jangan tinggal solat and sentiasa mengaji.x dapat satu muka surat, 1 baris pun jadi.mama x nak anak mama kubur dia gelap nanti. itu jew mama minta solat,mengaji and sentiasa doakan arwah atuk and arwah nenek kita.

i was so touched that morning. never in our life rase macam nie rupa punya maaf but really i`m going to appreciate it.

after that baru gerak and went to my kampung MUAR bro!!
sakit pulakkan.the heavy traffic jam truly made me fall into sleep. the journey that supposed to take only 2 hours dah jadi 4 hours! perghhh! kenapalah pulak banyak mahkluk allah atas jalan pagi raya ni! haha. xper aku sabar.hari raya x boleh marahkan??!

as we arrived at muar,it was already maghrib.like usual mesti singgah rumah mak long,kakak kesayangan abahku.

orang tua duduk dapur bukak cerita.
as for the young one,haha pergi mall lah bro!
beli barang barbecue!

barbeque bro :D

nak beli barang but sempat makan sushi

same x?

khalilah farid and kak farah

me and farid malam esoknya.

khalida

my anak saudara yang gila but tall enough.kalah aku!nama

siti aisyah atilla panggil tisha je!

naim merangkap anak saudara.

itulah cipisan dan cebisan hidup di hari raya. there were so many stuff that i would to sumbat kat blog ni tapi gue x termampu nak cerita panjang lebar.
yang pasti,

YANG JAUH DIDEKATKAN,YANG DEKAT DIRAPATKAN,YANG RAPAT DIERAT.

assalamualaikum dan selamar hari raya :D

EID MUBARAK`S :D

sebagai umat islam, menjadi tangunggjawab kita untuk bermaaf-maafan di hari yang penuh barakah ini.apa yang lalu kita lupakan dan yang mendatang kita manfaatkan.dengan penuh kesyukuran saya panjatkan ke hadrat ilahi kerana diberi peluang hidup sehingga ke syawal yang bermakna ini.kepada rakan seperjuangan saya yang lain,raya pergi meninggalkan kita dalam masa yang sama trial pula menanti kita.sama-samalah kita belajar disamping mengcollect duit raya sampai tinggi mengggunung!

aku x kira,by hook or by crook kena gak target sasaran aku!aku nak duit raya gakkkk!!!!

haha.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

heart pumping inside out!

i don`t know either this is true or just fake but really this feeling had grown on me for the last 2 weeks and i like it :D

insomnia -.-

currently listening to the beattle and watching teenwolf :D

shop for raya :D

in along `s car.(nice car she had,saga putih)

about 12 o`clock lah kot my family and i went to jusco bukit tinggi.

all of us managed to buy what they want.

tapi sepatutnya nak beli kasut cuma x da yang berkenan :(

really disappointed and very sad tapi kte org x kisah, esokkan ada lgi. hehe.

i am so ready :D

i am so ready to bath la weyhh! :P

may god bless me :D

orang kata waktu hujan doa akan dimakbulkan :D
(saya berdoa boleh jawab dengan baik untuk physics test nanti)

mind boggling :P

is this awesome ?

hello jb.

johor bahru saya datang :D

selamat tinggal shah alam :P

saya bangga saya anak malaysia :D

pagi tadi saya bersiap seawal yang mungkin. duhh! x lah pgi sgt dlm kul 10 lah jugak bru bgn,berbekalkan sahur yang aku meratah tadi,sempatlah kowt sampai ke buka nanti.

this morning,my dad and i went to clinic. bukan saje-saje tapi sgt bermakna yang akan menentukan sama ada kami layak menjadi citizen of malaysia.

haha merepek je abah aku nie.

kte org buat test dkt lab uitm.aku berpeluang lah jugak tgk mcm mane dia test.we waited for about 5 minute je kowt and the result was very magnificence :D

im very happy to be anak malaysia :D

my renaissance

it is quite a long time that im not updating my silly page.nak kata sibuk, x ada langsung. tgk org lain frequently updating dorang nye, terasa nk update jugak.

this is me, retarded prefect of the year :D

during hari terbuka.

by today, it is already 8 months in 2011 and it is half way of my battle towards my crucial life. i really wanted to be the successful person without forgetting and leaving others. sepanjang hidup kat negeri orang, it is really meaningful to me . i learnt everything at here. dalam masa yang sama aku belajar mengenali orang, siapa tu x penting yang pasti aku have fun yang teramat kat sini. under here was the best damn thing i ever did through this year and still counting until now.

program penyayang yg x brpa nk sayang.

between april i guess.

marching krs( paling superbs)

with bebudak science 2

mafia red blood(kata basyirah)

family portrait :D

terbakar gilaaa :D

even x menang, we were totally had fun

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temasya olahraga sukan tahunan.

selipar je gua bro

menguasai carta tau.

weeeeeeeeee...

biru number one okay

finally aminah menang setelah 5 tahun mendiamkan diri :D

sunway college

at the entrance :)

at the backyard

basyirah(suka lah tu)

gebuu :D

chocolateeee arghh :O

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arifaaaa :DD

itulah yang dapat saya conlude for the rest of my life for this year.

thanks kepada yang sentiasa dan masih lagi sentiasa dengan saya.all of you are so precious to me. sorry for the all mistakes that i made.

happy fasting.

one step closer.

as i thinking it over and over again, how was stupid i was.

why on earth i approved him!

he was way over my life and i had already forget it.

is there a piece of my heart still wanted it?hurmm..maybe a little but nehhh!

i will stick with my decision.

everything you say to me,

give me one step closer to the edge,

and im about to break.

apocalpyto

this tragic accident was happened last week on saturday night.no one would realize it happen unless the one who plan it.

let the mystic story beginnn....

elok-elok after solat maghrib, kte,syikin, noni and hasanah bacalah yassin for finding our soul.

lpas itu bdk tu kate kena naik.xleh lepak kat bawah.duhhh! lepak arghh.

soon after that, we went upstairs and got study.tiba2 si syikin nak study kat dorm 7t.aku kate pergilah.tinggallah aku and noni.

dalam aku sedaNG asyik nk blajar, nazirah dtg pastu ckp

nazirah: weh ko pegi tgk kawn ko tu.nk marah2 x tentu pasal.pelik ahh aku tgk basyirah tu.

kelly:asal aku pulak?

nazirah:pegi je lah dowh.nanti kecoh ah.

kelly:pehal aku pulakk.nanti dia okay lah tu..

datang lah dia yg x diduga..

basyirah:ko memang siakk aHH kelly.ko memang nak cari gaduh dgn aku kan..pikir bagus??!!

kelly: ko pehal nk marah2 aku ni??! aku buat apa kat ko!

basyirah:ko memang ahh!buat x tahu pulak.ko ckp dkt budak bwh aku gila kuasa kat skolah..ehhh ko memang ah cari nahas dgn aku!!

kelly:SAPEEEE????!!!!!!!(with high pitch but low frequency).KO PANGGIL BUDAK TU SKANG!!

EH AKU X DER MASA LAH NK BUAT MACM TU BASYIRAH.dari sape ko dgr ni.SUMPAH.aku x pernah kutuk ko kat skolah.

basyirah:ko x payah nk tipu lah kelly.ko pikir ko bagus sgt ke buat mcm ni..dah lah ko tuu..

kelly:APA??budak bru??!!YA.AKU MENGAKU AKU BUDAK BARU tpi come on lah.budak mane yg ckp.aku pon x knl lah.

anddd soo ooonnnn...SEHINGGA BASYIRAH MEMBUAT AKU BERLINANGAN AIR MATA DGN KATA2 DIA YG PEDAS TU!

untuk mencari ketenangan, aku and noni beredar dari study room and went to dining room.on the way aku nk grk pon, ada lagi dgr agas2 berkata..

agas2 : takot ke??pengecut gila!

apalagi masuk je dining...lagi lAH aku nangis..YA ALLAH! rasa mcm nak mati.mata aku kalau boleh nk terkeluar dari bijik mata ni.sakit yg teramat kat dlm lubuk hati aku ni.sakit dgn kata2 basyirah yg menuduh aku sesuka hati mak bapak dia jew!

aku pegi study room form3.cuba dptkan name budak yg menyebarkan propaganda basyirah si gila kuasa tu.bagusss!aku dpt no dia.

apa lagi aku call lah.tetapi dari pandangan atas,dorang ingat aku call mak jang aku(dorang ingat aku nk kuar ostel lah tu)

tidak sekali-kali.

aku x buat salah, asal aku nk takot.terbukti aku x salah.budak tu sendiri x knl basyirah and aku.

sah si basyirah ni buat cita je.nanti isnin aku nk jumpa budak tu for confirmation.

aku dah pnat and aku n tido.TAPI BUKAN DI DORM AKU.SBB AKU X NK JUMPA BASYIRAH!

aku pon naik ke dorm 7a.sampai demam aku dibuat basyirah.serius ahh!aku memang nk mati kot.NIK pon cpt2 dpt kan panadol tpi lame gila dia mencari.

JAM MENUNJUKKAN LAGI 45 MINUTES TO 12 0`CLOCK.

(SELAMAT HARIJADI KHALILAH.sorang2 aku wish diri aku sendiri dlm selimut.sedih sgt aku sambut birthday aku mcm ni.DALAM SAKIT, DUKA DAN TERSIKSA)saboorrr je laaa..

10 min. before that, aku turun nak tido dorm.kang kata aku pengecut pulak.dh sampai kat dorm aku pon si bayirah nak tengking2 aku.

basyirah: aku nk settle benda ni mlm ni jugak dgn ko.

kelly: x yah lah basyirah.kte settle esok je.small matter lah.mlas lah aku.tido lagi bagus.

basyirah:cpat lah!aku nk settle ni kira baik lah.apaaa??!ko nk aku bentang red carpet??!!

kelly:x yah lah.kalo ko nk sgt kelab konti tu, ambik.aku x kisah lah.u know the best right??!

pastu semua org kat situ..mengiyakan si basyirah.

pergilah kelly.pergilahhhh...

before that,aku panggil si `asyikin azmi terlebih dahulu..

apa lagi aku hembusss lah dia gakk dlm keadaan aku nangis..

kelly: awk pergi mane????!! kte dlm keadaan mcm ni, awk tinggalkan je kte.sampai ati awk kan.pastu skit pon awk x back up kte.finelah syikin pergilah awk side dgn basyirah tuu...

gebu:kurr..kurrr..kurr..kurr(diam je kot)

basyirah: cpat lah kelly.ko dlm keadaan mcm ni pon nk siak agi kan.

kelly: fine. basyirah.aku grk!

dlm washrooommm...

kelly:cita ah apa masalah ko.kte boleh settle benda nii elok2 kan.slow talk elok.

basyirah:x der.yang ko ckp aku gila kuasa apa hal?

TAPPPP!!!TIBA2 LAMPU TERPADAM.

NI AKU ANGIN NI..X YAH AH TUTUP LAMPU!!!

DTG SEGEROMBOLAN MANUSIA..MASUK KE WASHROOM!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUTRI KHALILAH!

dorang nyayi lagu wish yg panjang gila tu.

siap baling tepung yg sudah dimodified segala.likat btol tepung dorang buat.

rupa-rupanya dorang plan semua ni for my birthday.awwww!!!so sweett.ingatkan btol2 lah aku buat hal semua tu.

over all, i was happy gila that night!thanks to my scissors gangs who planned all this thing up though it was hurt at first but such a joy at the end.

basyirah, syikin, farahin and daya yang plan semua ni.tapi pelik nape aku x nampak semua tu.pelik ahh dorang ni.

apa lagi, mlm tu aku lumur muka dorang cukup2 dgn tepung tuuu..